I am a sucky blogger

Today is my day of recommitment. Today is the day I forget about all of the excuses I have made. Today is the day I put me first. It is time to get back on track and back on the wagon. It will be 6 months tomorrow since my surgery and I have lost 70lbs. That is sad. :( But today is a new day. I WILL go to the gym at least 3x a week, I WILL STOP eating in the drive through. I have 102 days until my wedding and I WILL FIT IN THE DRESS. (Its a 24!) Im tired of living this way but its not going to fix itself. After work I am going to run by and get my protein powder and buy some milk and start making my shakes again. I dont care if anyone is let down, disappointmented by my shortcomings because Im not doing this for anyone but me. It isn't easy but it will be so worth it!